A couple of chats and a bit of a weep have let a little light into my dark thoughts. I always forget how much it helps and tend to shut myself off, or I wait til somebody pokes me before I let my misery show.
Anyhow, I feel like I have my eating habits back on track and feel like I can pick up the threads of my life here again. And, at least in my head, I've opened some doors that were shut for a good long while. I won't be walking through them any time soon, but it's nice to know that there are possibilities, even if I don't make use of them.
It's all about perspective, and hopeful horizons.